My head is hearting like hell. Probably because I smoked half of pack of cigarettes in the last 4 hour. I was writing a program and usually when I working I can't stop smoking. Anyway I think I will make another blog about girls and another about programing and computer science. I am sure that I will have more success with that.
I don't understand why always god guys never have part of a nice girl. It is a misery for me. All the girls like bad guys. I sometime heard that girls flirt with the bad guy but is taking home the god guy. Is not true.
Next week I intend to start all over again. I am decided that this year I will quit smoking. But this week i have other problems. Like finding a girl to love. Seems that nobody wants to be loved by me. Is so much think I can offer to her.
I think i will try again , after I finish this pack i will gonna try again. I already get used with the stress.
Seems that I start smoking again. Grate attempt, isn't it ? I will try again next week :)
Tow day has past and I am still going strong. But i don't know how much time I can resit anymore. I am still thinking of it. I told all my friends I quited and nobody think I will succeed. They even offer me to by cigarettes for me. Great friend's, isn't it ?
I past almost a day and is horrible. I have the felling that i don't have air. I thnk about every breath i make.
I had i extremely bad day. In the morning my mother bother me with extremely stupid things. But i manage to survive until now. Half o the day I slept.
I relay hating it.
I just finish the second one. The third one I tear it apart. So this is it. The big moment. Is almost 1 December here. Probably the timestamps seems wrong, this is because i am on a completely different timezone. Here is almost midnight.
Maybe you wonder why i made a so big fuzz out of it. The idea behind is that psychological point of view it fouls my brain to think that I made a grate thing so it help me motivating.
Also if you think that instead of smoking less I smoke a lot more before the big day is not a such a god idea. Is not so true because the nicotine helps memory. That means it lock in my brain the idea that I QUIT SMOKING. Sometime you can fight fire with fire, using the addiction against itself.
I still have 3 cigarettes and in 30 minute I will stop smoking for good. I will smoke 2 of them and one I will intend to trow away.
I personally hoped that I have a few visitors that's support me. I am a little disappointed. Seems kind of funny I not even started and I already ask for support. I know that it seems kind of lame I really want at least one person that encourage my initiative.
Anyway some methods that I intend to use self suggestion and NLP. I will tell you about that some other time. They are very powerful methods that can be used for self improvement and motivation.
Also i hope that this blog will help me if i have enough people to encourage me. I don't have any some far. Not very promising, isn't it ? So i have the feeling that I am all alone, but i am already used with looniest.
I am already yo my second pack today, and i still have a half of it. I am intending to finish it until the end of the day so tomorrow i will don't have any cigar. But seem that I forget to get rid of the one from my dashboard and hope it will not cause trouble when I will get in to the car.
I waked up in the morning and I didn’t have any cigarettes in the hous It was so terrifying. But I am still intending to keep my decision. I buy a pack of cigarettes for today, this is the last one. I also noticed that I still have one cigarette in my car on the dashboard; I will get rid of that so it doesn’t tempt me.
I am scared. I can imagine my life without smoking. What I am gone ‘do?
I have decided to quit smoking starting from 1 December. This time I intend to quit for good. I am smoking for more than 5 years and now I am smoking more then 2 packets per day, up to 5 packets.
The reasons that made me take this decision are the following:
I intend to follow my process on this blog and maybe it can help others quit smoking and also motivate me.
