What the fuck !!!!

I don't fucking understand. Theoretically there are a lot more girls then boys (twice as much) in this fucking city.So the logical think is that if a boy have only a girl. That means that half of the girls don't have a boyfriend. Then how the fucking hell is happening that I don't know any girl alone. Even more ... how the fucking there are so many girls I know that are dating multiple guys at the time. Mathematically is not fucking possible.
This is not only the first fucking abnormality ! There's a lot of VERY expensive cars around here ....
1 of 10 is more then 50.000 $. How the hell that's I don't know any guy that's owns one ?
I have started to believe that I am in some kind of box. And the walls have some picture of the "outside world" but there's no fucking outside world !!!!! We are trapped in this Matrix...everything that we don't interact with is a NPC (Non playing character) Is just there to make us fill that we are a lot more than we think. I am one of the few that exist in this world.... the rest are just NPC's. I am just playing with the fucking computer !!!!!

What the fucking fuck is fucking going on ?!?

A romantic vision.

Can somebody imagine loving a imaginary person ? I did that for a long time. I love Lara Croft, and I am still loving her. Yes is a imaginary person, she don't exit but I love her. Not her image but the personality of her. If the imaginary and the real world collide for some strange reason ... and she will become a real person (just imagine that it was possible, never mind that is impossible, is just an example) and call me at 3 AM in the morning and ask me to help her:
- Hello I am Lara Croft. I know you love me, and I need your help. I need you to give your life for me. I know that is not fear but I need your help.
Believe me that I will do that without any hesitation. Yes, is crazy, I never meat hear, I never have the the occasion to that.
So that's what I think is the real love. An unconditional love, for witch you give your life without asking for anything else.
I don't think the thing with ... I love you because I had sex with you is a real love. Is a paid love with sex. Even the thing that you meat and speak with her the person it should be consider as payment. So real love it the love that you offer without asking for anything for your love, not for sex not for loving back.
But I am only a human and I am not able to offer true love, without asking for anything. And probably that's why I decided to offer my true love to a fictive girl. Because I know that she can't ask me for my life. But believe if the worlds collide I will do it, and I will be happy to do this.
I have tears in my eyes so I better stop here with my post. I wish that at least 10% of the people on this world to be able to give the life for the person it love( if the person loves back). I can't ask anybody to do it for free like my romantic vision of love is because I can't do it either.

Just brilliant.

I will marry the first girl that understand the following presentation:(very technical stuff only for geeks)




Long time ago when I owned a 286 computer I had a lot of study about computer architectures. When I have seen this video old memory's was binged back to life. Is just brilliant. I dreamed that some day my hours of study and my technical knowledge about computer architecture will become useful. I was so proud watching this video that I am one of the few people's that rely know what he is talking about. It knows how a PC boots up and about the memory warp around.

So I am serious about marrying the first girl that understand this presentation and has the same filings as me. I don't care how she looks, I don't care how old she is , I don't care anything except that she is able to understand this presentation.

Updated: Seems that nobody want to be my wife... probably this year I am not going to update anything because I will be in vacation. So take your time and watch the movie. If somebody has questions, feel free to ask me. I will explain everything you wish.

Girls

I don't understand why always god guys never have part of a nice girl. It is a misery for me. All the girls like bad guys. I sometime heard that girls flirt with the bad guy but is taking home the god guy. Is not true.